I am camping at Watkins Mill today. This is the first time I have been out on my own since Edison was born. It is only one night, and it still feels challenging to pull away from Edison and Elisa. The truth is we all have to do what we need to fill the tank, even if it is not easy.
When I first got here today, my mind told me the typical story; You have to do this hike by this time, then read and then write a blog—not recharging at all. So, the journey began with my list of things to accomplish with my alone time. It was relaxing, not on the original plan.
I walked from my campsite to the trailhead. Watkins Mill is a great State Park here in Missouri. Usually, pretty chill. It is winter, so it is just me and one other camper. I start making my way. It has been off and on cloudy today, so I had some layers on. Canadian Geese took up almost all of the shorelines. I paused to take some photos and watch them on my spotting scope. Well, that took too much time, so I had to run to make up time. I love running; that is just bad intentions behind it.
The side trails made for some excellent exploration. Still feeling a rush and keeping the hustle on. I arrive on the other side of the lake with a nice open view. I decided to stop giving in to that voice that never gives me much grace. I took my bag off and sat on the bench. A minute goes by, and a reward arrives for my stillness.
The Geese started to make a panicked noise. Something was making them feel in danger. I turned to my right to see what the fuss was about. Gliding along the tree line was an adult Bald Eagle. I have seen more on adventures West than here at home in Missouri. The Eagle sat 20 yards above me and to the right. Looking over the lake and all the Geese nervously swimming away.
I took pictures and viewed the animal through my spotting scope. A wonderful moment. A gift that would not have happened if I gave in to my anxieties.
We can have all the world awareness and still give in to the same behaviors every day. For a moment today, I let go of the fear. I took away silly standards that I create for myself. Ones that often take away from experiencing life. So, thank you to my friend for teaching me a lesson today. Hopefully, it helps you as well.